Friday, January 27, 2012

Not Back with a Vengeance

Oi, well it's been a LOOONG however-many-months since I last wrote a post.  I realized I would much rather read someone else's very awesome post than try to come up with witty verbage all on my own.  I'm infamous for dumb one-liners, so trying to write an entire post usually comes up with little success.  Hence the various unfinished rough drafts. 

I'm checking back in mainly for my own sanity.  The blanket business has more than taken off and I'm overwhelmed, to say the LEAST.  See, way back in June, during my last post, things were good.  Hubby started his new position in the company and I was making a little bit of extra money with my Etsy shop.  Then, we took a look at our bank statement and realized my husband was set to make about $10 grand less in his new position than his previous one.  Um, wha?  Then my blankets started flying off the sewing machine and now I'm an entrepreneur to make up for the lost income.  Not only do I work my day away as a chemist, but I also slave my nights away as a seamstress. 

I know I shouldn't complain about success, but I never intended for this to take off as an actual business. I am beyond grateful that the blankets are doing well. Just in November and December alone, I made more money in actual profit than I did at my day job.  Now, listen, we don't live extravagantly.  We do have a house and two cars and cable and a flat screen TV.  But I don't go shopping every weekend and we seriously cannot afford (nor do I want to with two kids that can't stay in their seats) to eat out more than once every three weeks.  When the kids want to play or do something fun, we do crafts around the house or go over to see the kids next door.  Alex and I haven't had a date since my birthday in December.  It doesn't feel like we're living beyond our means, but we were constantly struggling with finances before the blankets took off.  And now with our third kid on the way due in July, we have a few more financial things to worry about.  Help me, Jesus.

So, yes, in that regard, I am very pleased that my business has allowed us to not worry about our finances and to save money for a larger house in the near future.  But I would like one day that I don't have to answer 20 e-mails and conversations with people that are interested in a $15 blanket.  One day where I can finally catch up on laundry and not have 8 loads hanging over my head to be put away.  One day where I don't have to schedule my love life around the amount of time I need to finish these last 4 blankets before I go to bed.  It's exhausting, but in order for us to survive, it has to be done. 

My sister has been a huge help the past week.  She's volunteered (if I pay her with home cooked food) to help out with cutting the blankets, trimming, and organizing material.   It's fantastic.  Once we get into a better rhythm, I'll finally be able to go to bed before midnight.   

I'm complaining about the lack of sleep and overbearing laundry, but I'm hoping that with enough saving and motivation, I'll be able to stay at home with the new baby for longer than 8 weeks and just start working part-time. 

And no, I don't have any New Year's resolutions.  I just want to have a healthy baby and not get too many stretch marks.  The stretch marks are definitely pushing it, I know.